It wasn't a bend. It was an end. Life as I knew it, ended. Little did I know then how rough the road was about to become. 

8 difficult years of unimaginable chaos, hurt and pain. That we landed on our feet is God's grace. My career highs and R's academic success took the sting out of the rough. And I continued walking, keeping my head in this slippery game of life. R, for her age, continued to display amazing resilience. Bless her!

Two years ago, we moved continents and started a new life. And two years since then I'm wanting to begin a new life. One that focusses on myself too. 

I've never been centerstage in my life. I've allowed my desires to take a backseat and done what was needed to get on with life. Took on responsibilities that weren't mine. And fulfilled them as well as i could. God's been kind though. His Grace has seen me through everything that life's thrown at me and more.

But now, as i get older, I find my mortality staring hard at me. I don't have forever to live. And now I simply want to live it up. I want to live for myself. I want to catch up on all the things I missed. And hopefully, it's not too late. 

 I want to continue doing well at my work. I love my work. I'm wedded to it. I want to work until my last hour, last breath. I pray that my last day at work is my last day in this world. I hang up my boots, turn in for the day and never wake up. 

I also wish to pursue a very personal desire. Quite a few posts hereon, maybe about my personal adventures. or maybe not. 

Either way, just happy to revived my blog. Here's to a new way of living.